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Non​-​Flesh Scarring (LP)

by Ovaryrot

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1.
Incessantly 03:02
Despite everything  I remain alive Trudging through the ruin That's become my life Pausing, for a moment to reflect I cannot seem to catch my breath.  It never ends. Every path I've ever taken has slowly eaten me alive. Vision only serves to distort and deceive the fucking eyes. Unaware of what holds meaning I have lost my sense of truth. Emptiness I cling to thee Exhausted of my fucking use. Clawing at myself incessantly Gnawing at myself incessantly "Just do it already. Give it up and lay it down. You've been staring at these walls for days And you've barely made a single sound. You've lost it all, As you see no one's around." "Overdose. Lay it down." Fed the hatred for the self from birth into the grave. Unfulfilled in every way despite all that I fucking gave. Clawing and gnawing at myself.  Driven insane by this madness. Sulk in defeat from this sadness. Life is a purgatory to endure Filled with pain you beg for more. Incessantly I wait for more Incessantly I'm craving more. Incessantly, Incessantly, Incessantly I pray for more. Incessantly, incessantly, Incessantly I wait for more. I cannot coexist with peace inside this vessel  My habits have been molded; my will has settled.  Clawing, drawing blood again  Gnawing, drawing blood again I fold. 
2.
Staring at their shells. All life has gone. This is now. This is everyone. Nauseating noise filled silence Permeates the desires  of those with unfulfilled potential. The words you speak  mean nothing. This is silence. The mask you wear means nothing,  though colorful. This is emptiness. Most will live to die twice. 
3.
Chemania 02:07
Give me. Need me. Feed me.  Cleanse me just like my trusted stimulant fix. Fixation on the mechanics  of a process we have never understood. Give me the words.  Comply with my brain and aid  in the molding of the world I see. I'll turn the pages of a chapter book written in shit  to hopefully find some ink. A nervous system gone haywire,  struggling to react. A brain killing itself with a Dopamine, Serotonin, Norepinepherine  cocktail. Head tilt back. Head lunge forward. Head meet concrete. Spit out teeth. Vision fades,  embracing nothing.
4.
Hanged heads never smile Don't ask how I know  Triumph is an amphetamine  Don't ask how I know I beg for the pain I pray for the burn.  I will kill anything in my way.  The trail of dead ends  that lift me. My empire is solitude  And I am the God damned King. Influenced  by the influence, Product  of my surroundings. You'll never know my secrets kept. You'll never see the things I have. My prison gave me life. I live kept away. Spit, open mouthed. This is nothing new. Pry, out,  teeth and tongue. What do you hide? Tell me your lies. What do you hide? Tell me your lies  Visual deception rampant, walking, fucking, filth. Truth be the secret buried  Deep in mind. Control.  Deceive.  Manipulate. "This world is mine, your life is mine, I want what I want. This world is mine,  your life is mine, I want what I want. Your life is mine." Desire to cut the throat  that holds their prominent heads so high. Degradation a form of rebirth. Rid the Earth of scum. Rid the Earth of filth. Preaching psalms of degradation. Burn the corpses of the weak. Degradation a form of rebirth.
5.
Stop smiling at me.  Through pain I can't see,  clearly. I'd beg to be numb if I didn't already know Voices were made to be ignored. This is my fate and I'll swallow it Just like the blood clots. Your savior is a sadist. In attempts to turn me into a masochist, I've held my tongue and forgotten prayer. Concern is always a choice, And I've always made the wrong one.
6.
Turn Back 02:05
In conserving the elite,  the self must be subject to  absolute termination. The sound of the mystic's lie and greed stricken tongue drive fear. Allow yourself to die. In living the dream, nothing is ever real. Retreat; find solstice in self-degradation. Deny the beast you were born. Live in his image,  die on your knees. If words hold substance, you'd stand in line,  awaiting your own  crucifixion. Live in fear. Die afraid. Turn back to delusion. Turn back to delusion. Live in fear. Die afraid.  Turn back to delusion.  Turn back to delusion. 
7.
Over,  A lifespan I've built an evil within my mind. I'll tear myself apart to prove my fucking point. It digs into my neck, and consumes my skull. I have no more control, I'm bound to lose it all. Struggle ensues. In the end we all disappear,  fading into emptiness.  All ideas redundant All belief a fucking lie. What makes you think, your life will be any different? They all try,  Walking in circles, nowhere. There is Nothing one can  do to  end this  cycle Of self  torment. Just breathe.  Just breathe. Just fucking breathe. Just breathe. I refuse. I refuse. I won't Listen to you.  I refuse. I refuse. Fuck you.  Fuck you.  This is something you can't tame,  Embedded deep within. I am all the shattered fragments, Long live. Despite every effort and attempt You can't escape this self loathing  nature and discontentment.  You must suffer all your life. Depression and suicide  Saturate your fucking mind Years of hateful criticism  Smother all your dreams envisioned.  Quick solution: wield the knife,  correct your fucking brain. I don't care if it's the last thing I do, I won't let this dig my grave. Cut it out. Cut it out. Cut it out. Cut it out.
8.
Deathspiral 01:50
Change often leaves an empire bleeding No gauze for the wound Clotting web of history clings to the fingers Hoping to maintain In last days.  In last days. Just let the head fall Just Let the neck fail There's no honor in  dramatizing  The inevitable.
9.
User is as user does.  Never grounded in life. Fucked full of narcissism. Hard-drive littered with self image, Searching blindly  for undefined fulfillment. I won't be there to lift you up after you've lowered your standards back to realism. Used from the moment that they caught your eye,  nothing more. You'll die alone as you've left me. Despite how you address this Tarnished truth. Love is the fuel of repopulation and nothing more.  Your heart holds no feeling, save pressure.  In a bed of broken spirits, Made to continue The passing of passionless fluids, This indulgence never ends.
10.
Isolation 05:20
Stranger in the mirror. Unrecognizable.  Defined creases Bags below the eyes How you've changed.  How you've aged. Everyone and everything You held dear is gone. All motivation To achieve is lost. Slave to a routine That rapes the joy Of everything. I often feel like a motherless newborn, Not quite wanted, yet I'm here. No voices heard in days. Walls a cage,  no escape.  No escape. Color drained From me Darkness blinding me Anguish in my voice Dwelling in the void Exiled as a punishment For existing without a choice  Useless organ sack of flesh Disregarded from the pack I am a shell of my former self Despite all of my cries for help, They fall unheard, I am alone. I walk this Earth, I am a ghost. I need something. Life is nothing if not loneliness We are the only things that can die twice.  Rip out the poisoned veins at all costs. Or succumb to the pain in emptiness. 
11.
Life, is going to shit  Because,  you're a piece of shit.  Let's smear shit on our faces  And jerk each other off, Because trying  is asking  too much.  Stop playing the part.  Theatrical waste of time. Don't waste your breath,  Spare my mind.  I've heard this all before  From a guy that looks just like you.  Deep throating this bullshit  Everyday and choking back the Truth to repeat history and pretend  Everything's okay.  Thoughtlessly, they fuck off.  Mindlessly, they climax. Cumming on each other's faces.  Cumming on each other's faces.  Dead  we are better off.  Soon enough.  Dead We are Better off. Soon enough. There will be no remorse When hell reigns. Outcome of our ignorance. 
12.
In falling apart I've become bitter. Just kill me already. Someone wants my heart more than I do. Someone needs my eyes more than I do. My lungs are misused. Each nerve a tomb. I can't feel anyway. Numbed for so long. The further I climb, The less I have to accomplish. Time decreases, As I question the point of it all.
13.
Feeling pathetic Knowing my feelings are irrational. As I can't help but succumb to  the stupidity of all of this.  So tired of earning a living  breaking my spirit night by night,  picking up the slack  of lazy depressive wastes  of consciousness,  my mind cannot take it. I am broken, I submit. My mind cannot take it, I am tortured, I submit. You are what you make yourself. I've made myself hopeless. You are what you make yourself.  I've made myself useless. You are what you make yourself. I am self abusive. You are what you make yourself.  I've made myself pathetic. It's not a fucking wonder Why I feel alone. Trying to apply a meaning to this life, Just to be as confused as the day I was born. None of you make this any easier.  Acting as gears inside a fucking machine. 
14.
In groups you'd kill No need for reason In groups you'd rape No need for reason These hands are tools And you're dying  to use them Masking fear in  triumphant stride Can't erase the  Stain of cowardice on your hide. I see through you,  worth less than the cum you were born from.  Just like all pests, Giving reason to exterminate.  An orgy of stupidity  With all arms flailing Pathetic maggots. Lead by Insecurities untold.
15.
The Gap 03:40
Soulless populations mingle Desperate attempts at belonging Plagued in mind with spirits broken Wanting to be acknowledged Caught up within The act of a great division Ever growing gap Refusal to understand.  Polarized, you all become one Losing all your unique beauty  Nothing matters You have your mission, Dividing in the name of hatred. Feuding over ideas with our words As bullets, aiming for the  head to never cease until our Cause obtains a body count. Let them wage a war Let the blood spill Let the fires rise Let the blood spill. Doesn't matter the cost, As long as I'm right. The only focus I have Is serving my life. There is no reflection Or responsibility  Taken for your actions You just thrive on power You want to control, You want to lead. You love your control, Birthing Deities. Taking a bow at the feet of martyrs.  Making a game of the trauma suffered. Head First, we fall. Abusing the pawns. Head First, we fall. Abusing the pawns Suffer my abuse. A verbal duel A sense of purpose Emptiness subsides, Choosing sides Give them another reason To continue blindly. Become the fucking problem. By simply casting blame you're  Feeding, the Gap. Feeding, the Gap. Feeding, the Gap. Feeding, the Gap. Feeding, the Gap. Feeding, the Gap. Feeding, the Gap. Feeding, the God damned Gap.
16.
One way or another This life must end A head isn't made for two There can only be one Living like this for so long I know no other life Crushing my own hands With every foot I climb. To reach as high as possible  My own hands around my neck Torture and self torment Until death. Do it, do it,  Tighten the noose Do it, do it, Saturate the veins Do it, do it, No one would miss you.  Do it, do it, You've ruined everything.  I'll kill this voice. Silence every noise. The agony  of believing  every lie  I have told myself.  Return to a life of hope  Dream as though I matter This life I'll lead on my terms.  End the pain, Cease the blame. Reclaim, Your life. I will kill me. It's your time, To go. I will kill me. It's your time, To go.
17.
Scarred 05:17
Tear down  The walls That confine your heart Believe You were Meant  for more than suffering There has got to be more  out there Somewhere  There must be  more Than this Somewhere Just stop Limiting Yourself, be freed I've seen hell  within their eyes I know the evil that You fear. Nobody is innocent And not a thing is sacred.  We've made a Mess of this Fucking life But if we Refuse to Try and change We will face The end of Everything That we know One by one We will go To a shamed Burial plot Big enough  For all of  us. This life is series of cycles and patterns. We're all cells of the organism. Only as strong as our diseases And disagreements.  We could just as easily fall We could just give up. When all light is smothered,  Never surrender. Scarred, broken, defeated We must carry on.  Crushed, bleeding, depleted We will go on. Though the light fades Within vision changes Time never stops. We're all the same Though scarred, We must carry on.

about

Recorded between September 2018 - April 2019.
Brady's vocals recorded at the house of BigCig.
Guitars, Bass and Synth recorded at The Rabbit Hole.
Ulf's vocals and drums recorded in A World Of Shit.
Artwork and layout by Ovaryrot.
Lyrics by Brady.


We would like to thank the following:

Karl Jonas Wijk, Damien Sharrock, Paulo Henri Paguntalan, Jon Paxton, Dennis Carlén, Loaded to the Gunwales, Jude Felton, Michael Lyons, Norathep Naritoom, Polwach Beokhaimook, Tyler Stark, Josh Johnson, Nikolaus Pröebstl, Tobias Funk, Beau Huey, Randolph Kelley, Justin Baird, Adam Robbins, Noah Robbins, DEATH METAL Evolution. Cadaver Garden, Gore Grinder (youtube), Trav Dore, Jude Felton, Connor Betts, Danang Prakoso, Anreas Skald Axelsson, Charles T. Rambler, Jonathan Thompson, Thomas Stetson, Foul Apparatus, Cody Sawmiller, Pissboiler, Miscarriage, Imbrued Blemishment, Ecchymosis, Smallpox Aroma, BigCig, Encenthrakh, Domestic Terror, Navium, Meth Fetish and Phemaldehydration and everyone else we may have missed. We can't express how thankful, shocked, and surprised we are by the support we receive. As long as you want to listen, we'll keep making something to listen to. Peace.

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released April 19, 2019

Brady: Bass, Guitar, Synth, Vocals
Ulf: Drums, Vocals

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Ovaryrot is an experimental deathgrind band comprised of Ulf Nylin and Brady Cornett. We've been going strong since 2007, always changing, always creating hellish walls of noise in response to life.

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